Body dysmorphia

At some points in our life we can obsess just over our flaws alone. Spending time critiquing our body’s natural pattern, the body we were born with. We can go through natural changes, hormonal changes, weight fluctuations and of course surgical changes. This new trend of “how hard did puberty hit you” can be a…

ROOTS

Continued contact still resumes with my distant family members, a lot I have learned and wanted to un-learn these past 7 months. My first phone call with my cousin when extremely well, well very overwhelming. My decision to start contact back up again wasn’t contemplated lightly, a lot of man hours went into that decision….

Losing the light

Baby loss awareness week has come and passed so swiftly, most of us showed our respect in other ways that you won’t see posted on social media. We listen, we experience, we grieve, we stand together in acknowledgment that life is so precious. We hope, we try, we try again countless amounts of times, we…

Sunday fun day

This morning we awoke to the most beautiful weather, sitting in the garden seeing the half moon and sun out just put me in a great mood. We managed to have some chill out time this morning with the kids, whilst we cooked breakfast. I was on the egg station, making my famous fried runny…

9 days before the holiday

This is the last day for double digits for the count Down to our first family holiday. Last minute panic attack took hold of me this evening as I double checked our premier Inn at north terminal in Gatwick airport. I decided to look on their website to make sure we had our booking for…

Finding Confidence

Last night I sat comfortably in my second-hand-charity-shop-bargain arm chair, only hoping that it was my turn to choose a film for the night. After watching a disappointing sequel to Equaliser I craved to watch one of the films on my “must watch hit list”. Gratefully I took the remote and finally sat down to…

Decades of development

The season every year is apon us, no it’s not Easter nor is it Christmas. It’s baby season, every year we flick through our Facebook home page, and to welcome us are pregnancy announcements. Numerous amount of scan pictures plague our screens, don’t get me wrong I don’t mind at all. I love seeing little…